happy new year

Hey, since my last post things have been awesome, i manage to get into SFU so thats good. job still the same but hopefully there will be some changes in the coming months. besides that, new year with new goals and challenges so i say bring it on 2011!!!

Hmm

Reading back my blog..it seems to me that i am not a happy person..and to a certain extend i am. but sometimes i forget the great life i have and that i try to hard to be like everybody else and forget to be just my self. so what if i hate going to night clubs and drinking, so what if i dont get all the girls i like and always end up with girls that just dont match with me.
ANYWAY my dad is back in KK..still waiting for the letters. big ass pimple in my nose. and i got a great GPA. i just wish more.

Why is that most people in this world can never been truly happy with what they have. I mean have in terms of money, place to live, friends, family and job. Always wanted more and always envy other people thinking their life is so much better. I am a victim in this believe. It’s sad but I think admitting it does in way acknowledge this sad fact about me. Currently my life overall is actually ok. But I always compare my life with my friends who in my view have a much better deal. For instance they have nicer place, more exciting life, more money, studying in a famous university and so forth. While on the other hand, my place is not nice and small compare to my old house in KK, no security I felt in terms of finance, boring life with the lost of my good friends, and studying in a local school.
That’s why I’m trying my best to appreciate this little things I have because believe it or not there are lot of people in this world have far less than me.

yo

Just got back from work and waiting for Friday for my paycheck. Anyway New Year’s resolution is one make lots of money and save 10% of it. Maintain status. Survive. Get better GPA and try to be little happier. That’s it.

Happy New Year its 2010

I’m under no illusion that this year is gona be any easier than the last. I am still gona live my life in Canada like it’s just a temporary settlement fearing the day I must return back to Malaysia. But this is not a bad thing by any means. It’s been a year now, and to summarize my stay in Canada in one world “Experience”. I have learnt so much about Canadian way of life and this how this country sees itself and also to other parts of the world. Living in a white man land but surrounded by colored people is interesting and sparks an interest in me in which, to learn how the white is so tolerable with so many immigrants in their land. Besides that, People and I mean Canadian politicians don’t use the Race and Religion card when their running for office. Because of this I find Canadian politics to be downright boring. In some sick way I Miss Malaysian politics a lot. I guess that’s why I am not pursuing political science anymore but criminology because here criminality is a fascinating place to study, especially whit youth gangs.
Last year was hard. And towards the end of the year there was even a chance I would be alone in Canada. But was put off for now. It’s hard to ignore the problems at home even thou it is not my responsibility to solve the problem. All I can do is to maintain the amount that I have and complete my education, while at the same time built a new life for myself. Oh I nearly forgot to mention, I actually pass my BC driving road test. I guest third time is the charmed. Just wish I could have passed it earlier because of so many reasons being one is well S. But that is gone now, even calling it as a friendship seems inconceivable.
I moved to a new place, I love it. My room is bigger but it’s still pretty empty, just waiting for more cash to add some posters and weights but other than that it’s pretty complete. By the way love my TV. Even its small, I bought with my own hard earned money. I guest this Is what I like the most in Canada, is that if you are not lazy to work you can actually earned good money. Unfortunately I’m too much of a spoil kid to do backbreaking work for long periods of time.
Kwantlen is been going great. My results were good and I made some good friends too. Maybe a new best friend too which to me is more important that having lots of friends but no best friend. A girl friend would be nice again but that is not important for now. This semester I do think I got a good feeling about it too.
Anyway, this is my first blog in a long time; hope to write more down the road. Oh DOWN WITH BN. LONG LIVE PKR!

My brain is not working a 110%

Crap been trying to study my crim and somehow I just can’t really understand it and also how to answer the question given to me..Crap I am worried but then again, I just had one class lah rite takan I become a master when even the first was just an introduction. Haiz all I am saying is the lecturer scares me haha. Fuck I should be more worried about my math then crim or English because traditionally I do actually pretty good at this subjects that don’t require math equations hehe…next topic is work what else haha..the old gang was back and boy time flies when all of us are working on the same shift haiz if only everyday was like today.

chapter 4

I want to keep this post short. First day was good with math class seems being the most easy to make new friends while seems to be the hardest course for me. Next is crim, not too worried about the class. Only the lecture scares the shit out of me. I have not been to my English class, I really hope my lecture is a young and easy going guy and also people in the class are like easy to make friends with. Seriously I can’t help sense a bit of déjàvu because it feels like my Taylor’s the first day. Tomorrow work and I don’t start don’t open tomorrow yey..and on the plus site get to see ….well just towards the end of my shift..oh well..