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Monday, September 7, 2009
school tomorow
After my last post...Noting much happen after that..except I fail my fucking road test again. God I swear its like someone is playing a trick on me during my test because twice already some random stupid shit happen during the ending part of my test and that made me fail it..Ahh…cant I just bribe this people I mean I am willing to pay even 500 bucks I don’t give a fuck…anyway…hehe back to school tomorrow..i just love being the new kid ahah..got to brush up on my how to make new friends skills. On sad part..my good friend at work is gone now well not gone but she is working at a afternoon shift already hmm sad..i miss her..anyway lucky I still got Patrick..haha..till the next blog.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Reminded me why sometimes I hate my job
Stupid big boss made all of us so dam annoy, made us clean the whole restaurant from top to bottom. Haiz I worked so hard it made my body so tired.besides that, i went off to see a doctor and it took me almost 2 hours plus another 20 minutes to get the medicine god sometimes I hate this stupid universal healthcare. I miss Malaysian clinic, I remember my subang area one shop row got 5 clinic and I always go to the cheapest one and it always took me no more than 45 minutes to see the doctor and get my medicine.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
A brand new chapter in my life yet again
I think there is 3 chapters in my life here in Canada at the moment and now when I am writing this blog it’s the beginning of the 4 chapter which is University life. So hmm, let’s look back chapter one is about the time before I set foot in Canada which was the days of ICPU and the period after. Chapter 2 begins when I finally set foot in Canadian land. Chapter 3 is my working life in Canada.God, i just wish i was back in secondary school though where every year was the same with same old friends not like now where every year i am always someplace new and force to make new friends which is easy but wht i want is a bestfriend and that is not so easy to have. So orientation was today and well it was not a traditional orientation because the student union really put an effort to help new students meet new people and also understand that this was a close community place of study. Generally it was good I actually made a new friend which was great, will I ever see that person again who the hell knows. Bah besides that since I last posted my sad fuck up depressed blog , things have been so much better, my co workers have become my good friends and I actually started to hang out with them outside of work. Besides I that finally made an effort to contact the Taylor’s students who are in Vancouver. Dad got a job too. But on the downside I fail my fucking road test which sucks..well at least I got to watch the inglorious bastersd which help clear my mind.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Where is my light in the end of the tunnel?
Seems this days I just can’t find happiness anymore in fact I think this is the longest I ever felt so sad, angry, alone, disappointed in my entire life. Why? Why am I so depressed about? I should be happy because I have got a great opportunity to create a better life for me. A new beginning in a land far away from Malaysia but yet I have not gotten the high I had when I came to Canada within the first few days. I guess that was the last time I actually felt happy before the realty of the situation has set in yet. Now six months later, all I did during that time was work work, work, and work some more sure I earned some money but now even money don’t make me happy anymore. My social life is totally zero where my only thing closest I can call friendships are my co workers at work but I know myself that this people are not my type of friends who I hang out with so the possibility of going further then co worker relationship is next to impossible. So I guess that’s why I feel lonely and alone, because I got no good friends over here and talking to my family is like to talking to a strangers so that is also impossible to improve the relationship. So I keep things to myself getting lost in my movies where I can watch a fiction world and forget the loneliness I feel every day. Next is anger, and I have a lot of anger brewing in me and the reason I believe this is because I lost the sense of security I used to have knowing my dad has a job. But now he is jobless and no possible way to even getting a job so I feel cheated by him with his promise of a better world and gamble our future in a land so foreign to us and now he has to pay the price. To be continue…
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Winds of Change…Public Freedom Malasysia
Winds of Change…Public Freedom Malasysia
Time has fly by since I last wrote and boy oh boy much had happen, iv been following the events recently and I may say Im proud and happy for at least now the people who have been oppressed and silence by BN had finally risen and shouted out their pain. Congratulation on the historic event of the Bersih March and the Hindraf march to show the growing discontents amongst the people towards the BN government. Although it came with a high price of injuries and suffering and bias press coverage by local media at least it did not resulted in the death of human life, which is the most important. More peaceful protest!!! To show our voice!!! But don’t result in violence remember Martin Luther King JR the non-violent resistance is a very powerful tool in which more force is used against it the more powerful it gets!! Ps…Chinese youths stop worrying about your new hand phones and hair styles for once and at least get involved in politics or least get the basic idea this is our future and your letting old corrupt men deciding it for us!!!!! Get knowledge that is useful and leave hand phones and hair styles secondary only!!!!!
Public Freedom for all Malaysians and together we stand!!!!
Vote for a change…or at least don’t give BN 2/3 majority lah!!!!
Democracy 39% equality 34% freedom 35%
IM just a kid who dreams of his beloved Malaysia to become the best, not comparing it self to African countries (salve trade hurt them that’s why) but to Japan, Europe and Singapore. Demand for a change for the good of all Malaysians! I wrote this on the 21 September 2007. (Freedom, Justice and Equality for all!!!)
People who are in power please be mindful that your actions and words because it will affects us all, so please before you say or do something please thinks of all people, from rich to poor, Bumis to Non-Bumis and even foreign workers. Because we are all humans and just want to have a good quality of life for our kids and us.
Time has fly by since I last wrote and boy oh boy much had happen, iv been following the events recently and I may say Im proud and happy for at least now the people who have been oppressed and silence by BN had finally risen and shouted out their pain. Congratulation on the historic event of the Bersih March and the Hindraf march to show the growing discontents amongst the people towards the BN government. Although it came with a high price of injuries and suffering and bias press coverage by local media at least it did not resulted in the death of human life, which is the most important. More peaceful protest!!! To show our voice!!! But don’t result in violence remember Martin Luther King JR the non-violent resistance is a very powerful tool in which more force is used against it the more powerful it gets!! Ps…Chinese youths stop worrying about your new hand phones and hair styles for once and at least get involved in politics or least get the basic idea this is our future and your letting old corrupt men deciding it for us!!!!! Get knowledge that is useful and leave hand phones and hair styles secondary only!!!!!
Public Freedom for all Malaysians and together we stand!!!!
Vote for a change…or at least don’t give BN 2/3 majority lah!!!!
Democracy 39% equality 34% freedom 35%
IM just a kid who dreams of his beloved Malaysia to become the best, not comparing it self to African countries (salve trade hurt them that’s why) but to Japan, Europe and Singapore. Demand for a change for the good of all Malaysians! I wrote this on the 21 September 2007. (Freedom, Justice and Equality for all!!!)
People who are in power please be mindful that your actions and words because it will affects us all, so please before you say or do something please thinks of all people, from rich to poor, Bumis to Non-Bumis and even foreign workers. Because we are all humans and just want to have a good quality of life for our kids and us.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Public Freedom (Malaysians Issues)
Public Freedom (Malaysians Issues)
50th years merdeka of Malaya and later the joining of Sabah and Sarawak has indeed made progress, but what about the next 50 years? Should this 50th mark the pinnacle achievement of Malaysia and now its downhill form now on?
Like many other countries, Malaysia also faces lots of issues such as corruption, racism, religion, and many others. Now in saying that, does this mean we should just accept it? I say hell no! Malaysia is my birth country and even thou I don’t have the same equality with other Malaysians, I still am loyal to this country. Now when I mean loyal I do not mean IM loyal to BN (because BN is not the country but just a bunch of corrupted people with a double face). But sadly this days anything you talk bad about the ruling government means your anti Malaysia and should be cancel of citizenship.
Iv been reading “Turks do not want Turkey to be another Malaysia turning into an Islamic state” (Lim Kit Siang, Blog Archive ») and it saddens me to read. This is what I have been writing about how our PM or another politicians just simply advertise their own wrong ideas of Islam in this country to the world. Do they think all leaders of the world are dumb or like George Bush? Why is it so important for Malaysia to be An Islamic state? Pls. tell me what are the benefits? Does it help it promoting unity among all the different race and religion in Malaysia? Will it push Malaysia into a mordent highly technologically advance country? Will it further improve relations with other countries? Will it finally solve the many social issues that have plague this country for so many years?
Religion should never be used for political gains or whatever. In fact I also don’t really like to write about religion because I know it’s a sensitive issue but it is necessary because this will effect us all Malaysians nor matter if your rich or poor. But lets make one thing clear Im not anti Muslims or any religion because unlike some people (corrupt politicians) I respect and admire other religions and race.
UMNO or whatever party should always remember that Malaysia is a multi cultural country and when you politicians say something that alienate the other group of course they are going to disagree and argue. The non-Bumiputera have also played its role in this country long before independents but seems that they all have forgotten this (only remembering they give us citizenship and we should be eternally grateful for this) Its 50th years already people come on!
For the Zam guy, man I don’t like him and Im glad Im not the only one, everything he turns it into a racial issue. Hells even The Sun newspaper also he attack. Very low class guy he really is. Sad sad sad… Now our country faces a lot of corruption and scandals and till today no body is charge with anything. But when other things happen( I don’t want to mention it) strait away the law is the law,,, justice!!! Cancel his citizenship, off with his head!!!! But when this high ranking and rich people who are connected to corrupt politicians they nanti nanti dulu we have to investigate properly we cant accused people with out evidence then years later nothing happens and everybody forgets about it.
The Sabahans need your help!!! Oil is running out, our Sabah oil and our state is still far behind!! After that what you think tourism will replace for oil as the main income!!
Freedom Justice Equality for ALL!!!!!
50th years merdeka of Malaya and later the joining of Sabah and Sarawak has indeed made progress, but what about the next 50 years? Should this 50th mark the pinnacle achievement of Malaysia and now its downhill form now on?
Like many other countries, Malaysia also faces lots of issues such as corruption, racism, religion, and many others. Now in saying that, does this mean we should just accept it? I say hell no! Malaysia is my birth country and even thou I don’t have the same equality with other Malaysians, I still am loyal to this country. Now when I mean loyal I do not mean IM loyal to BN (because BN is not the country but just a bunch of corrupted people with a double face). But sadly this days anything you talk bad about the ruling government means your anti Malaysia and should be cancel of citizenship.
Iv been reading “Turks do not want Turkey to be another Malaysia turning into an Islamic state” (Lim Kit Siang, Blog Archive ») and it saddens me to read. This is what I have been writing about how our PM or another politicians just simply advertise their own wrong ideas of Islam in this country to the world. Do they think all leaders of the world are dumb or like George Bush? Why is it so important for Malaysia to be An Islamic state? Pls. tell me what are the benefits? Does it help it promoting unity among all the different race and religion in Malaysia? Will it push Malaysia into a mordent highly technologically advance country? Will it further improve relations with other countries? Will it finally solve the many social issues that have plague this country for so many years?
Religion should never be used for political gains or whatever. In fact I also don’t really like to write about religion because I know it’s a sensitive issue but it is necessary because this will effect us all Malaysians nor matter if your rich or poor. But lets make one thing clear Im not anti Muslims or any religion because unlike some people (corrupt politicians) I respect and admire other religions and race.
UMNO or whatever party should always remember that Malaysia is a multi cultural country and when you politicians say something that alienate the other group of course they are going to disagree and argue. The non-Bumiputera have also played its role in this country long before independents but seems that they all have forgotten this (only remembering they give us citizenship and we should be eternally grateful for this) Its 50th years already people come on!
For the Zam guy, man I don’t like him and Im glad Im not the only one, everything he turns it into a racial issue. Hells even The Sun newspaper also he attack. Very low class guy he really is. Sad sad sad… Now our country faces a lot of corruption and scandals and till today no body is charge with anything. But when other things happen( I don’t want to mention it) strait away the law is the law,,, justice!!! Cancel his citizenship, off with his head!!!! But when this high ranking and rich people who are connected to corrupt politicians they nanti nanti dulu we have to investigate properly we cant accused people with out evidence then years later nothing happens and everybody forgets about it.
The Sabahans need your help!!! Oil is running out, our Sabah oil and our state is still far behind!! After that what you think tourism will replace for oil as the main income!!
Freedom Justice Equality for ALL!!!!!
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