Where is my light in the end of the tunnel?

Seems this days I just can’t find happiness anymore in fact I think this is the longest I ever felt so sad, angry, alone, disappointed in my entire life. Why? Why am I so depressed about? I should be happy because I have got a great opportunity to create a better life for me. A new beginning in a land far away from Malaysia but yet I have not gotten the high I had when I came to Canada within the first few days. I guess that was the last time I actually felt happy before the realty of the situation has set in yet. Now six months later, all I did during that time was work work, work, and work some more sure I earned some money but now even money don’t make me happy anymore. My social life is totally zero where my only thing closest I can call friendships are my co workers at work but I know myself that this people are not my type of friends who I hang out with so the possibility of going further then co worker relationship is next to impossible. So I guess that’s why I feel lonely and alone, because I got no good friends over here and talking to my family is like to talking to a strangers so that is also impossible to improve the relationship. So I keep things to myself getting lost in my movies where I can watch a fiction world and forget the loneliness I feel every day. Next is anger, and I have a lot of anger brewing in me and the reason I believe this is because I lost the sense of security I used to have knowing my dad has a job. But now he is jobless and no possible way to even getting a job so I feel cheated by him with his promise of a better world and gamble our future in a land so foreign to us and now he has to pay the price. To be continue…

Where is my light in the end of the tunnel?